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I am the kind of person who cannot give in to weakness, my life beckons my strength at all turns. Hopefully my posts will change your life, as the heroes of my life have.
Everyone I see these days just wastes the social connections that we have with each other. Instead of reaching out to as many people as they can to improve their lifestyle, they use it to indirectly put a damper on things. Listen, the things I have been through in the past few months have been gut-wrenching. I have been starving for the past 3 weeks. Someone whom I thought close to me threw me under the bus. I lost the job I was trying to save. And I will have no where to go after my lease is up, with no money to show for it. I will be broke, and might have to give away Bianca because I wouldnt be able to care for her. But, things arent that bad. Sure, I have been through hell with Shay since all of my turmoil has begun. But we are much better for it. I love that woman like a shark loves blood. And hey! I wanted to be responsible and get a dog. Now she is the apple of my eye, and the best dog I have ever had the honor of training. Even so with Freyjah. Sure she was crazy, but after trying my best to keep it up, she has become the example of a good dog. Whilst starving I have learned the value of a dollar and how much food I can really get. With the being thrown under the bus issue, I am sad to say I just simply cant trust him anymore, and I wont let it ruin my attitude. I have learned to shut my mouth and speak at the correct times as not to come off too brashly, and in-turn learned how to asses a situation much better than before. I have learned how to fix my truck since I dont have the money to get it fixed. I have learned not to judge a book by its cover. Truly learned it. Jon and I were at each other’s throats since we moved in. The whole time we were just defending ourselves against what we thought each other might do. I have earned an amazing friend out of it. Ive been broken down to tears, and thoughts of offing myself. I have swallowed my pride, and allowed Shame a spot in my home. I have never been so low. I just want you all to know that life is what you should be focused upon. Where you’re going. What you’re doing. Because once you’re out, Mom doesnt pay your rent, gas, or utilities. And if you cant pay them, everything you have built for yourself will be gone. So what if that guy doesnt kiss you, or that girl likes to date douches. You should stop to look at yourself and understand that if you are going to do anything worth while you need to start building. If you live with your folks, I cannot stress this enough. I barely made it. And if you’re half as tough as I am, it might break you. Heed my warning, and look in the mirror. Because I am afraid for some of you. Don’t take this as me being a jerk and telling you how to live your life. This is me telling you what your parents, teacher, and others were afraid to. It wont be okay, everything isnt going to work itself out. Only YOU can. Sure, you’re 20, have no degree. What can you do? Nothing. You must pay for housing, school, and living. And if you are like me, that was not given to you. Prepare, stick to your guns, and please please please swallow your pride. You are on the bottom of the ladder now. Start climbing, I hope I see you at the top. 

(Source: drugsinmypancakes, via dirtysithgirl)

I love my girlfriend

She buys me action figures 

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dirtyclubsandgrittydemos:

Larry and His Flask tour dates:
Tour Dates:08/29 - Asheville, NC @ The Grey Eagle08/30 - Cookeville, TN @ Muddy Roots Festival09/03 - Seattle, WA @ Crocodile Cafe*09/04 - Portland, OR @ Dante’s* (Musicfest NW)09/06 - San Francisco, CA @ The Independent*09/07 - San Diego, CA @ The Casbah*09/08 - Los Angeles, CA @ The Echoplex*09/09 - Phoenix, AZ @ Crescent Ballroom*09/10 - Albuquerque, NM @ Launchpad*09/11 - Fort Collins, CO @ Surfside 709/12 - Salt Lake City, UT @ Bar Deluxe*09/14 - Baltimore, MD @ Shindig Music Festival09/16 - Kansas City, MO @ The Riot Room09/17 - Tulsa, OK @ Vanguard Music Hall*09/18 - San Antonio, TX @ Korova09/19 - Austin, TX @ Mohawk*09/20 - Dallas, TX @ Sons of Hermann Hall*09/21 - Houston, TX @ Fitzgeralds*09/22 - New Orleans, LA @ One Eyed Jacks*09/24 - Little Rock, AR @ Downtown Music Hall*09/25 - Carbondale, IL @ Hangar 9*09/26 - Champaign, IL @ Pygmalion Music Festival09/27 - Cincinnati, OH @ MidPoint Music Festival09/28 - Ames, IA @ DG’s Tap House*09/29 - Chicago, IL @ Reggie’s Rock Club*09/30 - Lansing, MI @ The Loft10/04 - Bend, OR @ Bend Fall Festival10/24 - Columbus, OH @ The Basement+10/25 - Bloomington, IN @ Bishop Bar10/26 - Nashville, TN @ The End+10/27 - Atlanta, GA @ The Earl+10/28 - Jacksonville, FL @ Jack Rabbits+10/30 - Ybor, FL @ Pre-Fest10/31 - Gainesville, FL @ The Fest11/04 - Birmingham, AL @ Black Market Bar & Grill+11/05 - Memphis, TN @ 1884 Lounge+11/06 - Springfield, MO @ Outland Ballroom+11/08 - Denver, CO @ Marquis Theater+11/09 - Colorado Springs, CO @ The Black Sheep+11/12 - Fullerton, CA @ Slidebar+11/13 - Fresno, CA @ Strummer’s+11/14 - San Luis Obispo, CA @ SLO Brew+11/15 - Napa, CA @ The Uptown Theatre^11/16 - Mill Valley, CA @ Sweetwater Music Hall^11/17 - Mill Valley, CA @ Sweetwater Music Hall^11/19 - San Francisco, CA @ The Chapel^11/20 - San Francisco, CA @ The Chapel^11/21 - Santa Cruz, CA @ The Catalyst^* = w/ Murder By Death+= w/ Onward, Etc.^= w/ Rev. Horton Heat

November 5th mother fuckers.

theomeganerd:

Video Game Posters & Remake Artwork

by orioto

xombiedirge:

Street Fighters by Jacob Romeo / Blog

commodifiedsouls:

Filed under “Awesome things that will never happen in America.”
so driving back from the city yesterday, i get a random text from what appears to be a middle school boy that texted the wrong number.

n0dlove:

willinoise:

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^lil playa~~

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so does this make me a fucked up individual or

YOU ARE MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THE WORLD

(via weavingonajetplane)

comicbookartwork:

The Hulk By Tim Sale

pakouu:

The Origin Series  by The Ninjabot

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